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Category Archives: Garden Grace
Garden Lesson
vine tendrils curl
clasping, climbing,
swelling pea pods full of green promise
I seem to never be able to plant sugar snap peas early enough to allow a hearty harvest. Here on the South Texas Gulf coast, it is probably over ambitious to try, particularly with our rare late freezes this year. By the time the vines were barely flourishing, Spring had jump-started Summer so they stopped blooming and started to wilt.
Still, the few sweet pea pods we collected were used to grace salads. Some of them never made it to the kitchen since my granddaughters like to pop them into their mouths straight from the vine. As is often the case, less can be more. Because there were not many, we noticed and celebrated the few! I am praying to remember this lesson: Pay attention to what I have rather than mourning what I don’t..
This Morning, I Do!
The cardinal pair which is faithful to choose nesting sites in our garden is a consistent source of delight for me. Their song draws me from my own nest with pillow and lamp, put down my book, walk barefoot on the cool wet stones of today’s path. I am called to pay attention, to have my heart pierced as the sun rises, to love this world and to cherish this life, to exclaim of the dearness given to me new every day. I love Mary Oliver’s poem that prompts these words for me.
This morning the green fists of the peonies are getting ready
to break my heart
as the sun rises,
as the sun strokes them with his old, buttery fingers
and they open —
pools of lace,
white and pink —
and all day the black ants climb over them,
boring their deep and mysterious holes
into the curls,
craving the sweet sap,
taking it away
to their dark, underground cities —
and all day
under the shifty wind,
as in a dance to the great wedding,
the flowers bend their bright bodies,
and tip their fragrance to the air,
and rise,
their red stems holding
all that dampness and recklessness
gladly and lightly,
and there it is again —
beauty the brave, the exemplary,
blazing open.
Do you love this world?
Do you cherish your humble and silky life?
Do you adore the green grass, with its terror beneath?
Do you also hurry, half-dressed and barefoot, into the garden,
and softly,
and exclaiming of their dearness,
fill your arms with the white and pink flowers,
with their honeyed heaviness, their lush trembling,
their eagerness
to be wild and perfect for a moment, before they are
nothing, forever?
~ Mary Oliver, “Peonies” from New And Selected Poems
Home Again
Remembering
It is Good Friday. I go into our garden, remembering another garden that became a place of prayer, entreaty, yearning, betrayal, and choosing a path that cost life to give life. A rosemary bush at the end of our stone wall has wintered, died back, and now demonstrates life beginning again. .Both the garden I am remembering and the garden where I walk are places of revelation.
a garden is a place of revelation
seeds that survive to grow
are containers that must open and change,
releasing all that they are
in order to become what they can be.
a garden is a place of repair
a wildflower stubbornly pushes through
a crack in the wall, filling that broken place
with green growing hope
a garden is a place pointing to resurrection
though whipped by winds and dried from drought,
shattered stalks lift up and flower
beginning again
a garden is a place of revelation
but not a place I can stay.
I cross its threshold
and remember.
Green Alleluias
I cannot count how many different greens appear in Springtime.
There is a blush of green on the trees covered with tiny buds trying to open
The changing green as leaves unfurl and fill branches of oak and elm
Sprouting snap peas, lettuces, and fledgling tomatoes are not the same color
Herbs have a whole palette of green of their own: sage, parsley, oregano, chives
Feathery dill and fennel, each uniquely green
All beginning again
All fresh and new
Every green an alleluia,
Singing Easter.
Taking the Day Off
Today I’m flying low and I’m
not saying a word.
I’m letting all the voodoos of ambition sleep.
The world goes on as it must,
the bees in the garden rumbling a little,
the fish leaping, the gnats getting eaten.
And so forth.
But I’m taking the day off.
Quiet as a feather.
I hardly move though really I’m traveling
a terrific distance.
Stillness. One of the doors
into the temple.
~ Mary Oliver, “Today” from, ‘A Thousand Mornings’
Today
Photograph by Jeremy Parker, Maddie’s Daddy.
Like the flush blushing of azaleas and sun, Maddie surprised us today.. After days of chilly rain and pewter skies that made it hard to see the new green on tree branches, there is a sudden lifting of spirit and laughter rising. There is the song of birds and little girls. There is dancing, twirling, skipping. There is joy. Tomorrow Maddie will go back home. Pink petals will begin to drop on the flagstone path. But having been surprised by this joy (thank you, C. S. Lewis) I will gather this light now, and it will be mine tomorrow.
“Light tomorrow with today.” ~Elizabeth Barrett Browning.
Unwritten
Alone
This small bunch of wonderfully fragrant Paperwhites blooms all by itself in an almost hidden spot by a pomegranate tree on the side of our house. Members of the narcissus family have a sap that contain a chemical that causes other flowers to wilt, so they should not be mixed in a vase with other flowers. This bit of garden trivia helps me to remember value in simplicity and solitude.








